Tag: Feelings

  • My fight song….

    It is astonishing how time flies, My WordPress site turned five years old a few days ago. It has been five years since my surgery turned my life upside down. I went from having no hope to loving life, God, and occasionally people. This site was my outlet to express myself and not care who […]

  • Five months in

    Five months in

    Last year around October,  I agreed to try a Spinal Cord Stimulator trial for seven days. It was a success so we started the process for the approval of the permanent implant. It was explained it would take about two to three months for the insurance to approve everything. To my surprise within the following […]

  • My reality.

    My reality.

    It’s time to stop pretending. My mirror shows the true me daily.Every day is the same look, just a different mask. I wear multiple face masks.The last couple of months has been a work in progress for me. My mirror has shared many stories of my life with me. I am guilty of being fake. […]

  • 10/26/2021-11/01/2021

    I agreed to try the spinal cord stimulator trial for seven days. The day of the procedure wasn’t as bad as I initially thought. The trial procedure required me to be awake for the surgery. The surgery took place in the provider’s office. As usual, I felt fine until I went to the back. My […]

  • Flowers are comforting

    Flowers are comforting

    I finally have some time to sit and chat a bit. Lately, I have been working on arts and crafts stuff. I discovered I like to create paper flowers and decorated vases. It is so relaxing and takes my mind to a different place. It can take me anywhere from two to four hours to […]

  • My showcase

  • New and Improve

    2020 is the year when everything changed for me. The things I was used to doing no longer interest me. I started working on projects that I would’ve never done. I had a lot of alone time to focus on myself. I begin to invest in things that would benefit myself and my family. I […]

  • Selfless/Careless

    Well, here we are two weeks, left in this year. As of today, the United States lost 309,859 lives to a hidden killer. This killer is relentless, blind, and deaf.  Coronavirus has no filter or preference. She shows up like a thief in the night. She leaves a trail of lives behind. She tackles you […]

  • Things I thought about in 2020

    It feels like the exciting side of me has left.Why?It feels like I am in this world alone at times.Why?I feel like I am an outcast no-one likes me, loves me, or cares about me.Why?Why is this world so dark?I have more questions than answers.2020 has triggered a lot of emotional, physical, and mental challenges […]

  • Bad Day ahead……

    How do you stop your brain from going crazy, when your body has wage a full on attack on you?