Emotional feeling of “Self-Pity”

Self-pity is a mental struggle. It can be overwhelming to deal with. It’s a feeling you can’t control when it strikes. The flood gates of feelings rush in like an ocean of water during a hurricane. The aim is to destroy everything in its path.
It took a few years for me to realize I was exercising my right to indulge in the self-pity world. One day I realize what was going on in the middle of an episode. Then, I started to ask why I’m punishing myself like this? It was time for a meeting with myself. This conversion was really deep. I started wondering if there was something mentally wrong with me?
Started wondering about the physical and mental pain I was dealing with. I am not the person I use to be before this injury. My life has been dismantled before my eyes. I suffer pain and anxiety attacks daily. Now I suffer from other health issues.
On the other hand, as I started to analyze my situation. Yes, we are broken physically and mentally. Yes, the caliber of my life has changed. Yes, we are miserable at times. Yes, this pain and other health problems are a real pain in the rear to deal with. I asked myself, do I allow this to define who I am or do I want to live life the best way I can?
Whenever self-pity tries to show its ugly head; I quickly shut it down.

Don’t it take over your world

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Warning a storm is on the way

There is a terrible storm coming, one which no one will be able to handle. This storm will have everyone questioning, panicking, and racing for cover. This storm is one of a kind there has never been anything like this one before. You can run, hide, fight, and plead, but this storm will win. Now is the time Now is the time to get right, make peace, and value the precious time we have left before this storm comes. Now is the time to detox from these worldly possessions, feelings, and controls. This terrible storm will wipe out everything. This storm will hit like a hurricane in different stages. In the calm of the eye, we will let our guard down believing the storm it is over. Within a blink of the eye, all hell will break loose upon this world. This terrible storm will be the end of us.

It’s none of my business what you think of me🤔🤔🤔🤫🤫

We are naturally consumed with what people think about us. We tend to lose ourselves in this tend. For some reason, it is highly important to have favorable views from other people. We have made it possible for other people views to dictate which path our life will go.

We are all born with unique special purposes and gifts. A lot of the stress we are facing is worrying about other people’s thoughts. What did they think? How do they feel about us? Do they approve of our decisions?

It’s sad to say for years I would worry about other people’s feeling and well being.

Now I make it my goal not to care what people think about me.

How you feel is your problem not mines.

What you think is not my concern.

Why should I worry myself about how you feel about me? When clearly it is none of my business👀👀👀👀💨💨💨💨

A state of mind!!🤳🤳🤳

The way your body feels

Weak, emotionless, painful

Drained of any life

Anything can come and sweep you away

And that’s how you feel

Then out of nowhere, there’s a light

A burst of energy

Then happiness creeps in

Then joy appear in the air

Your confidence level excels

The feeling your on top of the world

Now you know you have the power

The darkness you just felt is just a moment

In time

it came and left

Now you realize you can breathe again

Enjoy the happiness you have just been filled with

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