Tag: Emotions

  • Five months in

    Five months in

    Last year around October,  I agreed to try a Spinal Cord Stimulator trial for seven days. It was a success so we started the process for the approval of the permanent implant. It was explained it would take about two to three months for the insurance to approve everything. To my surprise within the following […]

  • Sharp sword

    I found myself thinking of this song by R kelly and Sparkle “Be careful what you say”. Be careful what you say to me has been circling around in my head. Normally I have thick skin. There are times when people words do get through my wall. They tend to hit me differently.  I grew […]

  • My reality.

    My reality.

    It’s time to stop pretending. My mirror shows the true me daily.Every day is the same look, just a different mask. I wear multiple face masks.The last couple of months has been a work in progress for me. My mirror has shared many stories of my life with me. I am guilty of being fake. […]

  • Flowers are comforting

    Flowers are comforting

    I finally have some time to sit and chat a bit. Lately, I have been working on arts and crafts stuff. I discovered I like to create paper flowers and decorated vases. It is so relaxing and takes my mind to a different place. It can take me anywhere from two to four hours to […]

  • My showcase

  • Things I thought about in 2020

    It feels like the exciting side of me has left.Why?It feels like I am in this world alone at times.Why?I feel like I am an outcast no-one likes me, loves me, or cares about me.Why?Why is this world so dark?I have more questions than answers.2020 has triggered a lot of emotional, physical, and mental challenges […]

  • Helpless…

    Sleepiness nights lead to painful days and nights.During the day, you wonder if there is a light at the end of this tunnel?During the night, you beg for the pain to go away and come back another time.During the night, your mind races sporadically.Your thoughts begin to cloud your judgment badly.Your body wages war against […]

  • You are my……

    I depend on you You are my rock. You are my guiding light when my world is dark. You are my warmth when it is cold. You are the voice I hear when I am making decisions. When I am lost, you are the one who finds me. When I am scare, you are the […]

  • This is for all men and women!!!๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘

    When you start to see gray hair, please don’t rush to color your gray. We shouldn’t be ashamed of gray but embrace, love and, treasure your gray hair.  Proverbs 16.31 Regardless of all the negativity in the world today, enjoy the simple things of life. Before you were able to travel the world, you enjoyed […]

  • Here we go it’s Tuesday…….