Tag: Chronic pain

  • Hidden Talent

    Hidden Talent

    Why is it we always think the worst of ourselves. Ever since 2017 my self esteem 🙃 was going down hill. I felt pointless in this world. In 2020 I started rediscovering who I am. My life is not pointless I just had to refocus my life. When you redirect your attention you soon discover […]

  • 10/26/2021-11/01/2021

    I agreed to try the spinal cord stimulator trial for seven days. The day of the procedure wasn’t as bad as I initially thought. The trial procedure required me to be awake for the surgery. The surgery took place in the provider’s office. As usual, I felt fine until I went to the back. My […]

  • Feeling

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  • Helpless…

    Sleepiness nights lead to painful days and nights.During the day, you wonder if there is a light at the end of this tunnel?During the night, you beg for the pain to go away and come back another time.During the night, your mind races sporadically.Your thoughts begin to cloud your judgment badly.Your body wages war against […]

  • Bad Day ahead……

    How do you stop your brain from going crazy, when your body has wage a full on attack on you?

  • Pain Awareness Month

    I’ve been dealing with chronic pain for over 15 years now. I am glad this topic is starting to gain light. For some years, physicians would diagnose patients with mental disorders instead of conducting an in-depth investigation of the underline problem.

  • Is there any light in this tunnel?

    Life has been a roller coaster for the last two and a half years of my life. There is a saying be careful what you ask for you just may get it. I use to wonder what people meant by they had to reconstruct their life after getting sick. I have experienced first hand what […]

  • Dear John letter…Take Care

    I let pain control my life for the last two and a half years. I am so done with nerve damage, Fibromyalgia, and chronic pain. Not to mention the other mental health problems you begin to develop over time. I am done with my red seat walker, my blue speed cane, and finally my trusty … Continue reading “Dear John letter…. Take Care…..”

  • Living everyday with chronic pain

    This is my first time so please bear with me.  Here is my story the short version. I was born with a fatty tumor in my lower back. It looked like I had a little monkey tail. When I was two years old they surgical cut it down.  The site was an ugly puff scar. […]