Tag: being positive in a depressing situation

  • Follow up to foreign objects in my body

    Last month, I had another surgery for the spinal cord stimulator. They had to reposition the battery pack in my backside. It was so painful I was under the impression it was infected. At night time, I laid on my left side it felt like someone was pulling the tissue surrounding the pouch it was…

  • Another…..

    Last night was horrible. I spent the night in my head. It was a brutal and rough fight. Eventually, I was able to humble myself after my daily reading. We came to a mutual agreement. We both went into our respective corners and faded into the night. I thank God for speaking to us. He…

  • Copping with foreign objects in my body

    How do you trick your body into accepting foreign objects? This is a question I am still trying to answer. I received a spinal cord stimulator implant back in 2021. Two different incisions with different components inserted in my upper back and lower bottom. I was aware of  the possible risks evolving the implants. The…

  • Welcome to my world

  • Life lessons

    You will find in your life time, there will always be people who have a reason to hate you regardless. All you can do is respect them for who they are, and Continue to live your life. ©️ Painbug 2022

  • Sharp sword

    I found myself thinking of this song by R kelly and Sparkle “Be careful what you say”. Be careful what you say to me has been circling around in my head. Normally I have thick skin. There are times when people words do get through my wall. They tend to hit me differently.  I grew…

  • Hidden Talent

    Hidden Talent

    Why is it we always think the worst of ourselves. Ever since 2017 my self esteem 🙃 was going down hill. I felt pointless in this world. In 2020 I started rediscovering who I am. My life is not pointless I just had to refocus my life. When you redirect your attention you soon discover…

  • Yesterday

    This was fun

  • Life

    Life is about pushing yourself to the max. Unlocking potential you didn’t know exist. You begin to discover a part of you that is so exhilarating. The sky becomes limitless. Welcome this glamorous adventure. Enjoy the ride along.

  • My 2021 new editions

    My 2021 new editions