Category: Life

  • Selfless/Careless

    Well, here we are two weeks, left in this year. As of today, the United States lost 309,859 lives to a hidden killer. This killer is relentless, blind, and deaf.  Coronavirus has no filter or preference. She shows up like a thief in the night. She leaves a trail of lives behind. She tackles you […]

  • Feeling

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  • Faith..🙌

    You never know how faith and strength intertwine until it is the only thing you have left. When you have faith, you gain the strength to be resilient. Faith leads to strength, which leads to being able to face the worst things head-on and overcome them. 2 Peter 1:5 ©Painbug 2020

  • Why?

    Why is it the hardest thing to do is Agree to Disagree?We all are entitled to our opinions. God bless us with free will. He allows us to discern between right and wrong. Everyone won’t be on the same page all the time. The least we can do is meet halfway instead of tearing each […]

  • Things I thought about in 2020

    It feels like the exciting side of me has left.Why?It feels like I am in this world alone at times.Why?I feel like I am an outcast no-one likes me, loves me, or cares about me.Why?Why is this world so dark?I have more questions than answers.2020 has triggered a lot of emotional, physical, and mental challenges […]

  • Real Talk

  • Helpless…

    Sleepiness nights lead to painful days and nights.During the day, you wonder if there is a light at the end of this tunnel?During the night, you beg for the pain to go away and come back another time.During the night, your mind races sporadically.Your thoughts begin to cloud your judgment badly.Your body wages war against […]

  • Patience is a Virtual!!!!

    Being patient sounds like an easy thing to do right? I yearn to travel again. I want to eat out in restaurants. I want to gather with people other than the ones in my household. I want to enjoy my many adventures. I want to be able to see the world again. For now, I […]

  • What the heck?? Part 2 from Another bad day….

    A medical doctor told me stress, anxiety, and depression causes inflammation in my body!!!! What the hell so the reason why I swell up is because my mental health is out of whack? Go kid Rocks dude!!!! Posted November 5 Part 2…. So this doctor diagnosed me wrong, told me the blood work isn’t right […]

  • When one door close another one opens

    Before COVID-19, my home care business was finally about to get off the ground. I had worked very hard the last two years trying to get all my certifications in place and started applying for state contracts to hit a wall. COVID-19 hit, and everything came down like dominos pieces. I had to dissolve the […]