Category: Life

  • Follow up to foreign objects in my body

    Last month, I had another surgery for the spinal cord stimulator. They had to reposition the battery pack in my backside. It was so painful I was under the impression it was infected. At night time, I laid on my left side it felt like someone was pulling the tissue surrounding the pouch it was…

  • Another…..

    Last night was horrible. I spent the night in my head. It was a brutal and rough fight. Eventually, I was able to humble myself after my daily reading. We came to a mutual agreement. We both went into our respective corners and faded into the night. I thank God for speaking to us. He…

  • My latest work

    Handmade mix media Copyright Painbug 2023

  • Copping with foreign objects in my body

    How do you trick your body into accepting foreign objects? This is a question I am still trying to answer. I received a spinal cord stimulator implant back in 2021. Two different incisions with different components inserted in my upper back and lower bottom. I was aware of  the possible risks evolving the implants. The…

  • Handmade for sale

    Handmade for sale

    I recently started making handmade cards blanks to sell. These cards are made from an unique perspective, I love to create things outside of the box. They’re created with combinations of cardstock, wood, vinyl, and etc. My cards are great for any occasions. No two cards are the same this is why they are so…

  • Welcome to my world

  • My fight song….

    It is astonishing how time flies, My WordPress site turned five years old a few days ago. It has been five years since my surgery turned my life upside down. I went from having no hope to loving life, God, and occasionally people. This site was my outlet to express myself and not care who…

  • Handmade cards.

  • Thinking of you

    Thinking of you

    We are need a pick me up card every now and then

  • Five months in

    Five months in

    Last year around October,  I agreed to try a Spinal Cord Stimulator trial for seven days. It was a success so we started the process for the approval of the permanent implant. It was explained it would take about two to three months for the insurance to approve everything. To my surprise within the following…