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Another…..
Last night was horrible. I spent the night in my head. It was a brutal and rough fight. Eventually, I was able to humble myself after my daily reading. We came to a mutual agreement. We both went into our respective corners and faded into the night. I thank God for speaking to us. He…
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My fight song….
It is astonishing how time flies, My WordPress site turned five years old a few days ago. It has been five years since my surgery turned my life upside down. I went from having no hope to loving life, God, and occasionally people. This site was my outlet to express myself and not care who…
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Covid -19 days
I have managed to be covid free for the last two years. I limited my interactions we people. Always had a face mask on, and carried hand sanitizer. Well, it finally caught up with me I’ve been tagged. There is nothing that can prepare you for this virus. Being high risk things can go from…
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Five months in
Last year around October, I agreed to try a Spinal Cord Stimulator trial for seven days. It was a success so we started the process for the approval of the permanent implant. It was explained it would take about two to three months for the insurance to approve everything. To my surprise within the following…
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Sharp sword
I found myself thinking of this song by R kelly and Sparkle “Be careful what you say”. Be careful what you say to me has been circling around in my head. Normally I have thick skin. There are times when people words do get through my wall. They tend to hit me differently. I grew…
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Recap….
Sometimes you have to remind yourself about life. Life has a way of beating you down. All you can do is pat yourself on the shoulders and pull yourself up again. Our God is a loving heavenly father he allow us free will to learn about him and his beloved son. There are numerous religions…
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Left alone
Being an introvert is hard in a world that needs to be in one’s face all the time. Everytime I try to be social it fails. I feel like a chameleon who absorbs everything around me. The good and bad mess seems to attached to me. I realized I am a proud anti-social creature. My…
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My reality.
It’s time to stop pretending. My mirror shows the true me daily.Every day is the same look, just a different mask. I wear multiple face masks.The last couple of months has been a work in progress for me. My mirror has shared many stories of my life with me. I am guilty of being fake.…
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Flowers are comforting
I finally have some time to sit and chat a bit. Lately, I have been working on arts and crafts stuff. I discovered I like to create paper flowers and decorated vases. It is so relaxing and takes my mind to a different place. It can take me anywhere from two to four hours to…
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My mind is racing
My mine is racing I need it to take a pause. There not enough hours in the day to complete the things I want to do. I have neglect my writing. It has been replace with arts and craft. I learned how to do so much. My mind is at peace when I am doing…
My marriage to Life 