I can’t shake this pain inside of me.
It follows me all the time.
This pain has consumed my happiness, my joy, and my life.
This pain forced me into an unwilling, one-sided marriage.
Now I am in a space where it’s just pain and I.
My entire world has been fill with pain.
What can I do to escape this miserable life?
©Painbug 2021
Someday we’ll see our loved ones who passed away again.
Someday all sickness, pain, and sorrow will be gone.
Someday war will be no more.
Someday we will smile, laugh, and have happiness again.
Someday we will be surrounded with love, joy, and peacefulness.
Someday we will have a blessed and rich life.
Someday only Jehovah’s will for the earth will be done.
Only God’s kingdom will rule on earth.
I look forward to someday living in paradise on earth forever.
Matthew 6:9-13
©Painbug 2021
Sometimes you must advocate for yourself. You might have to go against your doctor’s advice/medical opinions to find the appropriate solution.
I spent this past last year being bounced around from specialist to specialist. They either wanted to offer surgery or some medication.
It’s has been a full year! Full circle right back to where I started this journey. A year of unnecessary pain, confusion, and a lot of unanswered questions.
Now here we go again, the same doctors who passed me off have to deal with me. So many questions. Where do we start? What is the next move?
I have learned some medical professionals will tell you anything in hopes that you will believe them. We know our body. It shows you signs there is something wrong. You must do your research. Be persistent. Do not be afraid to get a second opinion or even a third if needed.
©Painbug 2021
Here we are at the end of 2020. So much has happened in this past year. 2020 will go down in the history books. There has never been a year like this or will never be again.
2020 presented the first for a lot of things that happen
The list can go on and on.
2020 has affected everyone. We all wish we can crumble up 2020 like a piece of paper and throw it away. Unfortunately, the lives lost cannot be reversed. I know it is hard, but we will see them again in a peaceful place.
My 2020 has been a never-ending train wreck.
On a lighter note, I have learned how to sew by hand and on the sewing machine. My cooking is so good. I coach myself into learning how to cook on a grill.
2020 is over.
Hello 2021!!!!!
©Painbug 2021
Looking for places to donate face masks.
Any ideas?
Fighting this virus starts with protecting our face..
Well, here we are two weeks, left in this year. As of today, the United States lost 309,859 lives to a hidden killer. This killer is relentless, blind, and deaf.
Coronavirus has no filter or preference.
She shows up like a thief in the night. She leaves a trail of lives behind.
She tackles you like a defensive football player.
She is unpredictable.
They say one way to protect yourself from her is wearing a mask, social distancing, and hand washing.
I ask how can we protect ourselves from others when people refuse to acknowledge COVID-19 exist?
I wear two masks, one to protect you from me and another to protect me from you.
I stand 8 feet back to protect the space between us.
I wear gloves and use hand sanitizer to kill the germs before it attacks you.
I stay away from people to keep my germs from harming anyone else.
You refuse to wear a mask.
You do not respect the social distance rule.
You do not hesitate to spread your germs around.
I think about you, but you could care less about me.
Why can’t we meet halfway to protect each other?
©Painbug 2020
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©Painbug 2020
You never know how faith and strength intertwine until it is the only thing you have left.
When you have faith, you gain the strength to be resilient.
Faith leads to strength, which leads to being able to face the worst things head-on and overcome them.
2 Peter 1:5
©Painbug 2020
Why is it the hardest thing to do is Agree to Disagree?
We all are entitled to our opinions. God bless us with free will. He allows us to discern between right and wrong. Everyone won’t be on the same page all the time. The least we can do is meet halfway instead of tearing each other down.
We are in the middle of a historic crisis.
People are dying by thousands in waves across the country. COVID-19 virus is affecting people every couple of minutes, according to the reports.
People need to unite and find a solution to fight this pandemic.
The world/country is to focus on rubbish.
©Painbug 2020
It feels like the exciting side of me has left.
Why?
It feels like I am in this world alone at times.
Why?
I feel like I am an outcast no-one likes me, loves me, or cares about me.
Why?
Why is this world so dark?
I have more questions than answers.
2020 has triggered a lot of emotional, physical, and mental challenges for everyone.
For the first time, people had to face these things head-on and alone.
We had to adjust to a new living style for the safety of ourselves and others.
For the first time, we not only responsible for ourselves but others as well.
For the first time, you have to think for yourself.
Some questions only you can answer.
There are services out there that can help you answer your questions. However, will you be willing to accept the advice?
©Painbug 2020
