Category: Family

  • Be a advocate

    Sometimes you must advocate for yourself.  You might have to go against your doctor’s advice/medical opinions to find the appropriate solution.  I spent this past last year being bounced around from specialist to specialist. They either wanted to offer surgery or some medication. It’s has been a full year! Full circle right back to where […]

  • A year to remember…

    Here we are at the end of 2020. So much has happened in this past year. 2020 will go down in the history books. There has never been a year like this or will never be again.  2020 presented the first for a lot of things that happen A deadly killed more people than our […]

  • Small Facemask…

    Looking for places to donate face masks. Any ideas? Fighting this virus starts with protecting our face..

  • Selfless/Careless

    Well, here we are two weeks, left in this year. As of today, the United States lost 309,859 lives to a hidden killer. This killer is relentless, blind, and deaf.  Coronavirus has no filter or preference. She shows up like a thief in the night. She leaves a trail of lives behind. She tackles you […]

  • Feeling

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  • Things I thought about in 2020

    It feels like the exciting side of me has left.Why?It feels like I am in this world alone at times.Why?I feel like I am an outcast no-one likes me, loves me, or cares about me.Why?Why is this world so dark?I have more questions than answers.2020 has triggered a lot of emotional, physical, and mental challenges […]

  • Helpless…

    Sleepiness nights lead to painful days and nights.During the day, you wonder if there is a light at the end of this tunnel?During the night, you beg for the pain to go away and come back another time.During the night, your mind races sporadically.Your thoughts begin to cloud your judgment badly.Your body wages war against […]

  • Patience is a Virtual!!!!

    Being patient sounds like an easy thing to do right? I yearn to travel again. I want to eat out in restaurants. I want to gather with people other than the ones in my household. I want to enjoy my many adventures. I want to be able to see the world again. For now, I […]

  • What the heck?? Part 2 from Another bad day….

    A medical doctor told me stress, anxiety, and depression causes inflammation in my body!!!! What the hell so the reason why I swell up is because my mental health is out of whack? Go kid Rocks dude!!!! Posted November 5 Part 2…. So this doctor diagnosed me wrong, told me the blood work isn’t right […]

  • Another bad day😣😣😣😢😢

    A medical doctor told me stress, anxiety, and depression causes inflammation in my body!!!! What the hell so the reason why I swell up is because my mental health is out of whack? Go kid Rocks dude!!!!