Category: Family

  • Copping with foreign objects in my body

    How do you trick your body into accepting foreign objects? This is a question I am still trying to answer. I received a spinal cord stimulator implant back in 2021. Two different incisions with different components inserted in my upper back and lower bottom. I was aware of  the possible risks evolving the implants. The…

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  • Life lessons

    You will find in your life time, there will always be people who have a reason to hate you regardless. All you can do is respect them for who they are, and Continue to live your life. ©️ Painbug 2022

  • Sharp sword

    I found myself thinking of this song by R kelly and Sparkle “Be careful what you say”. Be careful what you say to me has been circling around in my head. Normally I have thick skin. There are times when people words do get through my wall. They tend to hit me differently.  I grew…

  • Recap….

    Sometimes you have to remind yourself about life. Life has a way of beating you down. All you can do is pat yourself on the shoulders and pull yourself up again. Our God is a loving heavenly father he allow us free will to learn about him and his beloved son. There are numerous religions…

  • 10/26/2021-11/01/2021

    I agreed to try the spinal cord stimulator trial for seven days. The day of the procedure wasn’t as bad as I initially thought. The trial procedure required me to be awake for the surgery. The surgery took place in the provider’s office. As usual, I felt fine until I went to the back. My…

  • Flowers are comforting

    Flowers are comforting

    I finally have some time to sit and chat a bit. Lately, I have been working on arts and crafts stuff. I discovered I like to create paper flowers and decorated vases. It is so relaxing and takes my mind to a different place. It can take me anywhere from two to four hours to…

  • My mind is racing

    My mine is racing I need it to take a pause. There not enough hours in the day to complete the things I want to do. I have neglect my writing. It has been replace with arts and craft. I learned how to do so much. My mind is at peace when I am doing…

  • New and Improve

    2020 is the year when everything changed for me. The things I was used to doing no longer interest me. I started working on projects that I would’ve never done. I had a lot of alone time to focus on myself. I begin to invest in things that would benefit myself and my family. I…

  • My Friday….

    My Friday was like every other day the last six weeks. What can I do today? I recently started some new projects to occupy my mind during the day. I went back to making crafts. I really enjoy arts and Crafts when I was younger. Life has a way of taking your attention off of…